Confessions

the thing is i love you
that's really all there is to it
well, it kind of took me by surprise
i never wanted to tell you how i feel
i will be vulnerable you knowing how i feel
maybe because i was kind of hoping that
the next i fell in love with will be my last
and to think that it would be with you
you were never surprised, were you?
you even said you were waiting for me to open up
but why would you want me to?
when you later said i am nobody to you?
hell, you may not know how you feel
or maybe you do and have reservations
if that is the case then
whatever those reservations are i respect them
or maybe you really just don't feel the same way
and you're taking for granted the feelings i give
but still, in the end, they don't matter
i know how i feel so i had to tell you
and i hope that everything's alright


7 July 2011